You're here for probably 2 reasons: either you are extremely bored enough to read about a boring person like me, or for some weird reason you like to learn about me xD
Hm... ok.. My name is Catarina, I like to be called Cat or Riyuki, but no one calls me that except online friends, and my family calls me Kinha >_< Ugh. I don't really like it, but it's been nickname since i was 3 years old xD Now I'm 16, soon to be 17 and I live in Portugal. I don't really like it here except for some views and culture. I already first lived in Santarém but i move out to my gramma's when i was 10 i think. Then i got where I live, Torres Novas. It's nice here. I live with my mam, and my school is like 5 minutes away from where I live. I'm in year 12, last year before college. I still don't know what I'm going to choose =/
I love music. Can't spend a day without it, i don't really like total silence. It scares me a bit.Well, I listen mainly to: Muse, Radiohead, Red Hot Chilli peppers, David Fonseca. I like other artists but these are my main ones, think.
Most of myself can be described in Muse lyrics, that's why I like them so much. And yes, I'm obsessive. *shrug* I also love videogames and stuff, being my fav FFX^^
Other than music & games, my life consist of making homepages, making sigs, watching anime and movies, and sleeping xD I idolize a some male anime/video game characters but nothing to worry about. The one you should worry about is my obsession for Matthew Bellamy, lead singer/guitarist/pianist of Muse. Omg he rocks...<33333333 He's random & funny & intelligent & *love love* Like he says: "I'd rather set my sights as a musician way higher than what I think I can ever achieve. I know that those piano players are so far beyond my own mathematical and emotional understanding of music, that I like having a goal. I know that I'll never get there but it means that I'll keep trying."...I seriously need to see a shrink. My obsessive behavior is getting worse with every new obsession. And I need to get a life. I effing love Muse. I am effing obsessed with Muse. Muse changed my life. Muse inspires me. Muse always makes my gloomy days happy with their great music. (harhar.) Matt Bellamy is effing talented and hawt. Dom Howard is effing cute. Chris Wolstenholme is effing awesome. Muse is the greatest. hahahaha. i'm so lame. and obsessed. obsession is a disease. a good disease. you're right. i am turning into a muse freak. actually, i already am a muse freak. oh this is so...bad? or is it good? i guess it's a little bit of both. why good, you ask? i have no idea. ah, whatever.... anyway. fangirl obsessions, fangirl obsessions. xD
Okay, so the above paragraph is probably completely useless and unnecessary. No one is probably reading this line right now as they have probably fled this page at that paragraph due to excessive boredom.
Erm....I'm impatient and short tempered. My personality is changing all the time o_O No one really knows me, not even me. I hate restrictions. I can spell very badly in english, but I portuguese I love spelling. I think i'm quite logical if I'm not in the mood the be funny. I Can Lie but I never pretend. Actually, I'm a compulsive liar to some people, I'm trying to change that though. I also lose confidence easily, and when that happends I get really nervous and very hesitating. I like to work alone, don't really like groups, maybe that's why I have so many friends *sarcasm* Oh yea, I also like sarcasm, I'm not really good at it, but, whatv. I strongly dislike repeating myself and I have difficulty in admitting my vulnerabilities and talking about me, most of the times I just keep it to myself. And that sometimes leads be to depressions & things like that >_> Another thing about me, is that every week I feel like a different person, what i mean is, just like I said before, my personality is changing all the time, so I revient myself, on week I can be sad and grumpy and the next one I can be happy and hyper, I still haven't understood why though. Probably this happens with most people anyway... I guess.
Hm.. what else.. I'm very very VERY individualist... and I don't really mind, even if because of that I don't have a social life lol. Um.. I also also have lack of faith, I'm atheist, I just don't believe in anything, my mam says that is one of the reasons why I act the way I act... I don't have faith in nothing. But I don't really care.